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When You Are Confined In Here

Sat Apr 18, 2009, 8:54 AM
It's late again. And I am awake again.
I miss them like nothing else.But what can I do?
Today's my last day of holidays and there's work to be done...
Which side do I neglect? My need for comfort and affection or my need to study and succeed?
I'm fairly certain that it it will be the latter of the two that will consume my full attention.
I'm so beyond being tired that it's not even worrying me, the hour. It worries me what they will say again. Not even is part of my rational brain concerned for what will become of me... Do I have that low of an opinion of myself that I'm willing to run myself into the ground because I do not sleep enough or eat enough?

If anything, I'm selfish. This IS my journal, but here I am picking myself to pieces. It's a vicious cycle. So how does one break it?

What will become of society if we stopped being selfish creatures?

  • Mood: Defeated
  • Listening to: Where Will You Go? - Evanescence
  • Reading: The Heart Of Wicca - Ellen Cannon Reed
  • Watching: *shudders* Twilight
  • Playing: The Game
  • Eating: Not Hungry
  • Drinking: Water

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:iconredelinghuys:
Thanks Amore! :thumbsup:

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:iconlonely-secrets:
thank you for the :+fav:

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now you're not here <3
:iconelfic:
thanks for :+fav: and for your comment :)

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My stock photos: ~nitra
:iconcrestfallensoul:
thanx for the fav

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:icondark-vanilla-angel:
You're most Welcome!

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:iconmcspud47:
Many, many thanks for the faves and for taking all the time to look at my work. It's really appreciated.

douglas

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:icondark-vanilla-angel:
You're very welcome. I love the work you do. It's amazing. I'm a little envious — I wish I could produce brilliant photography like that! :)

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I don't NEED to be WANTED... I WANT to be NEDDED.

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